There are many days when I am not sure of my purpose. I know what I seek but I question if I will ever actually get there. From the outside looking in people always say I have a lot going for me or other affirmations that I appreciate yet cannot manifest. My confidence is weak yet my ambition skyrockets. Where is the equilibrium and will it lead to a land of prosperity or will my efforts be full of almosts and fruitless vision. Philosophers say your life is a manifestation of the the thoughts you have and the God that I follow says speak it into existence. But I never remember asking for poverty by mouth nor thought. I know I am only human and my mind is finite but I want more.